There are days in my life where I feel like a King with no crown, & no subjects. Sitting by my self in the throne all alone in this huge world, Ego-ed in what I can do. Most days I am humbled by what there is I still need to do, and learn to make my life better.
Constantly trying to move forward in this journey, and not slack-off , striving to make this (what ever this is) work. trying not to reinvent myself but better who I am, and help other people while doing it. This is what I am wanting to be about.
The question I always ask myself is “What do I want to do the rest of my existence?” Here as of late I have made actions to get back to my writing, and my art. hoping that one will bring some epiphany of what I want to do the rest of my life. Thinking that maybe then I will find my passion, and my purpose.From this I will push forward to know more and do better.
Most of all I write to find my soul in this outer shell. I paint, color, and sketch to understand my world better. Doing both of these things to communicate the constant living in some form of pain or another. maybe that is just the first clue to where i am going.